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August 20, 2008

beyond blogging...

Recently a friend commented on the lack of content I've posted here lately. There are a few reasons for this, but for the most part this has been to do the inefficiency of the blogging medium to the way I've been using the internet over the last year.

I normally read my feeds, then set aside relevant bookmarks to post about. Getting around to post that actual entry is another matter altogether. The idea of bookmark sharing services has always interested me, so when I found out one was integrated into the feed reader I was already using I thought now would be a good time to get on the train.

So, take a look to the right and you'll see things I've recently chosen to 'share' - the best of the best of what I've come across lately online. There's a few kinks I'd like to work out on this one: syndicating this for those who don't visit the page might be tricky, and the comments that I've put in to give the entries some context are only viewable if you click on 'read more' which takes you to the proper shared links page.

This is just one of the many changes I plan to make to this thing as I move into I'm tempted to pretentiously call the 'post-blog' phase of woolcovered dot com. In the next update, I'll be exploring what this means for 'reviewing' music.

July 30, 2008

take it personal...

When chatting with an occasional reader last night, I realized that I haven't really updated things about my professional life in a little while.

I suppose the biggest news I'd have is that I've changed ministries, beginning my second contract with the Ontario government about six weeks ago. I'm now working for the Ministry of Northern Development and Mines (MNDM).

The work is a little different here, because even though I'm in an "issues" unit (which I think I've described here a bit before) my role is a little more versatile. This is largely thanks to this ministry being much smaller than where I started - Community and Social Services is among the bigger ones in this government. Anyway, what this means is that while I have responsibilities in issues, I'm also getting to write communications materials to help out our main office in Sudbury - news releases, speeches and the like.

Things have taken a bit of an unpredictable turn in recent weeks when I was asked if I had any desktop publishing skills. The funny part is, I had taken it upon myself to learn InDesign in my previous post but the opportunity hadn't come up to use it. So a good chunk of my time has been spent working with gradients, graphics and gamuts, trying to balance what goes into a good document template. So all in all, this was a pleasant addition to an already varied portfolio.

I'm interested to see what'll come my way in the next year or so, because I'm already pretty pleased with what has been offered so far.

June 25, 2008

Following up...

As I'll be moving into my new place very shortly, I think it's about time to give credit where it is due.

Thanks to all those who gave me apartment-hunting tips when I solicited feedback a little while ago. Special shout-out to Chris Clarke, 'cause it turned out that the HousingMaps' Toronto page was where I found the particular listing we ended up settling on.

I'd recommend HousingMaps to anyone looking for a place - it basically pegs craigslist housing entries onto a googlemap. This sort of context is a great time-saver, as most of the time I spend house-hunting is normally devoted to looking up the addresses of the listings on a map anyhow. It seems to cover all of Canada and the US as well.

That's just one of the many great suggestions I had from a few readers, so I'd recommend going back to that entry the next time you find yourself looking for a spot to move into. I know I will.

April 03, 2008

a call to all torontonians...

In August, my fiancé and I will be moving in together here in Toronto. This means I'll be starting to look for a place over the next few months.

I'm wondering if any of my readers have a favourite listing service (for rentals)? In the past I've used View It and newspapers, so I'm pretty new at this.

Any help would be greatly appreciated!

November 12, 2007

give 1, get 1

Starting today and until the 26th, the "One Laptop, One Child" program is offering a 'Give 1,Get 1' program.

For what amounts to around $420 CAN ($400 USD plus $35 shipping at the current exchange rate), you can give a laptop to a child in an underdeveloped country and also receive one. For what it's worth, they also are going to try and have them in your hands by Christmas. The vision for the project can be found here.

I've decided to support this for a number of reasons:
The '$100 laptop' was a project I've always thought is pretty cool. As the price above would indicate, the vision was never really realized for quite the economy they were hoping for. A variety of factors contributed to this from what I've gathered; but iIn the end, a $200 laptop is pretty reasonable (as the price above is technically for two laptops).

I've been looking for a charity to support on my own terms. At work, there's no shortage of causes (we have two payroll deduction programs at work which encompass over 30 causes). But I figured this was a chance to make a difference on an international scale while feeding my inner geekiness. All in all, it just feels like the right fit for me.

I was on the fence for it initially, but the added incentive of being able to procure one myself put me over the tipping point.

November 06, 2007

a note for november

Just a friendly reminder to the general public:

The poppy is worn on the left side. Just remember, it goes over your heart.

It's great to see so many folks recognizing Remembrance Day, but if I had a nickel for every person I saw with it backwards over the past day...I could probably buy a coffee.

That's a lot of nickels.

That is all.

October 18, 2007

i still don't have a clue of what to do with you anymore......

I’ve tried to start this entry more times than I can count, and this is easily the tenth re-write of this sentence.

It seems the longer I go without posting, the harder it is to post at all. I guess you get to the point where talk isn’t quite as cheap, so it seems like I have to make it worthwhile when I do bother.

I feel an urge to bring us all up to speed (this is my soapbox after all). But I also think this is an opportunity to step back from things before moving ahead. I asked myself three cliché questions, which you’ll find italicized below.

Where am I in my life?
I guess the short answer to that would be that I’m new professional urbanite living just on the fringe of the ‘cool’ (18-24) demographic. Working downtown is fun, and complementing it with some part time work from home seems to keep me pretty busy. As recreational computer has declined, so too has blogging.

My weeks are spent working during the day, and a mix of working from home at night along with going out as often as possible. Weekends are normally spent outside the city, hanging out with loved ones. If I could find a way to move all the folks I love into this city I love, I could save a lot of time! Alas, it seems the commuting time that bookends my weekend is the sacrifice I make for “going my own way.” It still beats commuting everyday from one of the ‘burbs into the metropolis, the only other alternative I can think of.

What do I have to offer?
A big part of my job is reading the news. Whether I’m reading government-related stuff when working or other things in my downtime, it's a politics/tech/economics/arts/marketing blend. But after I read about a story in the New York Times, Wired, and BoingBoing, I have a hard time justifying posting it on a blog that will likely be read by the an audience who also visits these sources. Linked lists may be challenging.

I can only talk about my job itself without getting into trouble. Some other new professionals have shared this tension - maintaining confidentiality and neutrality can make it challenging to be interesting. So tales from work may be difficult. This also rules out talk of politics altogether.

What do I want to do?
I used to use blogging as my ‘break’ when doing the part-time home job. Now that I’ve moved into a fairly social household, face-to-face interaction takes up this time. Given a choice between the two, it’s difficult to give preference to the blogging medium. So I don’t know where this’ll take me, but I seem to have hit my new one-page limit (hat-tip to Donald Crowdis), so I think in the meantime I’ll just continue to remain undefined.

October 11, 2007

...won't someone please think of the children!

Today a coworker referred me to a new article about ‘the choking game’. Apparently, kids get together and use makeshift nooses to cut off oxygen to one another’s brain. The idea is that the children can experience feelings of euphoria before passing out.

This phenomena crept into mainstream news sources when kids started dieing from this game. It seems that there are tribute videos posted of the children who died from this online – the same place the media claims the kids found out about this game.

When I was reading this, I couldn’t help but think of the 14-year-old burn victim I read about earlier in the month. This lad’s classmate had set him on fire by igniting some Axe body spray. The victim suffered first, second, and third degree burns in what was allegedly a consensual act. Youtube was cited as the spot where youth learned about this pastime.

This is hardly a new phenomenon – youth have always been able to use word-of-mouth to come up with ample ways to hurt themselves. Obviously, message dissemination is that much easier with the power of the Internet at one’s fingertips (particularly since streaming videos are a good medium for instructional tools).

So what can be done about all this? Parents have always been warned to keep an eye on their kids when they surf, but I’m wondering how some parents will actually approach the issue. This doesn’t seem to be as clear cut as keeping kids away from ‘adult material’ through parental filters, etc. For the same reason, it could be tough for the Youtube moderators to delete content considered ‘dangerous’. After all, this would be the death of what could be our next Jackass.

One of the ‘choking game’ articles cited the game as one of the things to add to the ‘talks’ parents have with their kids, that it should be cited alongside matters concerning birds and bees and “the drugs”. This is a tough approach, as it's obviously case-by-case. Is there a way to teach children media literacy in the digital age? Or do parents themselves have some catching up to do?

September 18, 2007

the irony of it all...

Today I overheard a conversation that has become quite familiar around the cubicle farm. The topic? Facebook. The generational gap present in my workplace leads to some interesting discussions on ‘new media’. One of the older (though hardly 'old') staffers has finally signed up to everyone's favourite social networking community, so some of the twentysomethings are discussing the merits of the tool.

I think it’s probably safe to say that Facebook has taken over as the tool of choice for the livejournal user casual blogger. As my posts are all simulcasted, the irony of this statement does not elude me. I would probably consider putting posts there exclusively were I not so fond of my domain name (and the increased accessibility it affords).

I’ve been thinking about this phenomenon for a few months – probably too long, as the statement doesn’t sound terribly insightful now. But it has become most obvious while I’m at work. In the last month, I could probably count on one hand the number of updates I’ve seen on my feed reader under the “Friend Blogs” category. And as I do virtually zero recreational surfing at home, the net result of this has been that I’ve fallen behind on pretty much all my Facebook-posting friends’ lives.

Facebook does allow users to go to a single place to find out which of their friends have updated their ‘notes’ – this is key to folks who aren’t willing to commit to the learning curve of an .rss reader. But as someone who uses this method of news/blog reading almost exclusively (and has Facebook blocked at work) I find myself left out in the social networking cold.

In a year or so, I will be interested to see if this halts the proliferation of registrations to popular blog publishing sites.

August 20, 2007

top o' the morning to ya...

The city skyline looks particularly beautiful when bathed in pink morning light.

With any luck, I'll never live in a basement again.

July 18, 2007

I'm bored to the extreme...

Hmm...as life keeps changing, it seems to be time for another life update of sorts.

The news on the work front is that I've moved - I'm going to be spending some time with the 'Creative Services and Technology Solutions' team, which essentially is the Web Design unit. I'll be going back to Issues eventually, aiming to be there in time to ramp up for the election and take part in the chaos that is sure to follow. I'm looking forward to seeing how things are when the political staff are all in the 'House' doin' their thing.

In the meantime, I'm happy to be here with the 'Creative' team - there just isn't terribly much for me to do here just yet. This is actually due to the fact that it's actually too busy in the rest of the department - a new site is set to launch this week, so there's plenty of last minute changes to be made. I'll post the link when it's complete, but I'm not sure if I'm allowed to say which one it is before release (these Ministries have a surprising amount of affiliated websites).

The unit being busy is as much a blessing as a curse - Monday I had had the opportunity to edit some copy and also point out some broken/missing links. It was cool to have some input, even this late into the project. The curse? The rest of the team is far to busy to justify spending much time working with the intern, so again I'm stuck with very little to do (my last week in Issues was equally slow). Unfortunately, a lot of the stuff they do is way over my head, so job shadowing is a little difficult over here. Thankfully, one of the guys took a few minutes to show me some Photoshop basics yesterday, and I was able to fiddle around with it on my own today to complete all of the beginner tutorials. I'm hoping to get a handle on the rest of the Adobe suite in the remainder of the week.

It can get pretty boring to have an entirely self-directed 'learning-oriented' day, so my motivation has been slipping a little bit. I'm starting to think I have to pace myself when I actually do get assigned tasks, as it seems I manage to run myself out of work far too quickly. I just hope this doesn't reflect negatively on me, because I would certainly be working if I had actual assignments. Hopefully next week will be busier!

The problem with being bored at work is that it seems to have spilled over into the rest of my life - I'm starting to lose the willpower to drag my ass out to the gym. This is partiallly because I've been working later in the day, so I'm getting home later - and usually nodding off on the bus. My sore knee has taken the brunt of the blame, as well as the time I have to commit to the other part time job. But really when it comes down to it, I just don't feel like going these days. I'm thinking it's a product of being bummed out about work - as I get more fulfillment out of it, I suspect my attitude towards going to the gym will also change.

Before I post this, I should report a final item - I seem to have found a 'downtown apartment'! It's all but official, as I'm planning to go sign the papers tomorrow or Friday. It's a little more than we planned to spend on a place, but all in all I think we're happy (the jury is still out until one of us actually sees the spot). It's a great place, far nicer than I'd grown accustomed to in my 'student' days. I'll post some more info (and maybe even a pic or two) in a future entry. It looks like I could be living there as soon as August, which is good news.

July 12, 2007

more than just another crowd - we need a gathering instead...

So these last two entries have been about agency (or autonomy?). In the first, I talked about my progress in doing what I can to imrpove my life. In the second, I tried to expand the initial (admittedly self-indulgent) scope of my focus, considering how our purchasing/lifestyle decisions can affect the world at large. In the third entry of this makeshift trilogy, my concerns are interpersonal.

In short, how do you live like this and be 'normal'?

As a preamble, I should note that I hate to be the sort of person that inconveniences others. I guess there’s a duality there: I don’t mind going against the grain when it comes to my views on things (debate, when kept intellectual, is a healthy, educational process), but when it comes down to making anyone feel awkward, or going along with something on account of me, I normally cave. I guess that’s not too abnormal – who really wants to be the odd one out?

In a past entry, I spoke of the awkwardness that comes with explaining deliberate omissions of things from one's diet to other people.

I was happy to hear from a few folks on that entry, the insight provided gave me some good strategies for dealing with some of the awkwardness at Seneca.

Things do seem to be easier during working life. The only time I really hit a wall is when eating with family back in Guelph or eating out with friends or colleagues (weird to actually use that term in proper context…still getting used to growing up!). With the former, I usually just end up leaving any plans at the door. When the food is bought and cooked for me, I figure I’ll just shut up and eat (I’m a sucker for free food, but that’s another entry altogether).

It’s the latter where things become tricky. Like I said, I don’t want to inconvenience others. I occastionally suggest eateries, but I usually just go along with whatever’s suggested by someone else and make do with the menu. Now, as simply a matter of healthy eating, there’s usually a half-decent option just about everywhere these days (not always great variety, mind you). But in some cases, the decision made goes against that second entry in this ‘trilogy’, defying my ethics – I’m talking fast food.

Now, let’s clear something up here: it’s not that I look down on folks who do eat fast food. It’s their decision. But, after a mix of first-hand experience (I often refer to my McStint as “a year and a half of my life I wish I could have back”) and a considerable amount of research, I’ve concluded that I really don’t want to give any of those corporations any more of my money. The quality of the food is really second to all of that (though its a close second).

So keeping with the theme from last post of doing what one realistically can about things, what’s a boy to do? I’m not about to go into a rant anytime someone suggests grabbing some fast food. Like I said, I’m not a fan of having that polarizing effect on a group of people. Yet the choices of others implicitly affect my own in these situations, assuming I am eating with them (as going along and not eating anything is another obvious social faux-pas). That’s the interesting thing about the eating out example - as food consumption is done communally, seeking agreement is tricky. This is less of an issue for other ethical choices, like say clothing purchases (unless of course you share clothing with someone else, but hey…different strokes for different folks I guess!).

July 07, 2007

every little piece of your life will add up to one...

So building on yesterday's theme of living cleanly, I'd like to move outward and start talking about 'footprints'.

We generally use the term ecological footprint to refer to overall environmental impact we have on the world. Lately I've been giving a lot more thought to how I personally figure into all of this, and about how we could extend this figure of speech beyond environmental classifications.

I won't deny that I use a lot of energy, as I rely on electronic devices continually. On an environmental front, I'm doing my best to reduce waste where I can. Those little things like opening a window vs. a/c, using plastic containers vs. disposable for lunch food, and so on. I'm even lucky enough to use public transit almost exclusively, but that falls flat generally anytime I want to see anyone who doesn't live in the city. I'm not sure how much that'll change once I actually own a vehicle (which could be sooner than later if things go according to plan), but we'll see.

But beyond that I've started to think a little more about the moral implications of the decisions I make. I'm speaking primarily from a consumerism perspective, as the increased autonomy in my life generally plays itself out through my purchasing decisions.

I recently picked up a small item at American Apparel, a store which has vertically integrated their business model to give them complete control over their operation.

Why is this important? Well, it prevents them from getting into a Nike controversy. The poor labour practices Nike was blamed for actually took place at subcontracted facilities. In terms of accountability, they obviously ultimately signed contracts with these companies, so they certainly don't escape responsibility. As their business grew quite rapidly they signed on more companies to handle the work, proper auditing seemed to fall by the wayside. This is why they looked at bad as they did - they were dumbfounded when the stories started breaking.

In controlling every aspect of their business, American Apparel is able to boast that they domestically (U.S.) produce fair-trade clothing and treat all their employees awesomely (although they certainly haven't been free of controversy). And I would presume that the the money saved through vertical integration is what allows them to keep their prices reasonable to most competitors in their target market (they seem to aim for the yuppier/hipster set, though I'm certainly know fashion guru, so correct me if I'm wrong).

I actually came across the company accidentally - the Junior Boys concert tee I bought last summer just happened to be from them. I liked the look of the shirt, and It was very comfortable, but didn't think much of it when I saw the label. Then this past fall, a classmate of mine wanted to profile them for our Internal Communications class, so she started telling me all about their business.

Anyway, I've started wondering how possible it would be to consider my 'ethical' footprint on the world. Obviously all ethics are subjective, so this would be a very individual activity. It also requires a lot of research and brand-loyalty purchasing decisions. If I were to go 100% fair trade, I would have to lose my Med. 2 milk 1 sugar coffee from Tim Horton's - the company line here is basically that certified co-ops can't handle their volume, so instead they act as a "good corporate citizen" and "make every effort to ensure that only the best buying practices are used."

In the correspondence I alluded to in the previous post, the conclusion that was offered was that we ultimately do what we can within reason. Like I mentioned, this strategy would require a lot of work: basically I would be breaking down every item I consider purchasing to see if I'm going with the best option. Basically 'ethical' becomes another variable along with price and quality comparisons. And on a fixed budget, it can be hard to pay a premium price for everything. Obviously, in practice these decisions will be the easiest to make when the cost differential is minimal.

I think I'm going to actually make this a three-parter, as another aspect of this bears exploration: the social angle.

July 06, 2007

i keep up with the racing rats, and do my best to win...

Despite the fact that I don't go in until 8:30 a.m. today (an hour later than my usual start), my sleep schedule finds me awake for more or less the usual time (ironic to anyone who has known me awhile, I'm sure). Anyway, I figured this would be a good time to blog.

Fittingly, I've been meaning to write on 'routines' of late, largely because mine has consumed most of my life. The Arnold book I've referred to in the past has a little passage on 'living cleanly' that I've been using as a general philosophy. He's speaking more about keeping a lifestyle akin to bodybuilding, talking about making smarter choices about what you eat ('clean' food referring to unprocessed things), getting rest, etc. So basically antithetical to the student lifestyle I've been crawling out of for the past little while.

The progress has been interesting. Doing all my own food prep is probably the hardest part, especially when cooking for one. It's all too tempting to just buy a lunch, but I know if I take one with me I'll feel better/have more energy later in the day while also saving money. Let's face it: finding a cheap, healthy, quickly-prepared lunch I could buy would be more or less impossible (as I realize these are all rather subjective terms, I digress).

Anyway, by the time I finish work, come back home to North York, run to the gym (another timehole in my day), and come back to eat/make meals for the next day and do a little cleaning, I'm more or less at the end of my day. Not much time for 'leisure' or even news reading/watching. Sleep is the one area I'm still falling a little short on, but aside from that things seem to be more or less successful.

This'll be a 'part one' of sorts, as I'd like to talk about a different aspect of agency (more moral than health-related) I've been discussing with a friend lately.

The title line for this entry comes care of Editors, it's from "Racing Rats" on their new album An End Has A Start. Normally I like to keep a bit of mystery in these, but it came out last week and I think folks should know. I'd recommend it to fans of Interpol and the British indie/alternative sound.

June 20, 2007

reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place...

It's not without a sense of irony that I write that I do intend to blog more frequently. The ironic part being that I'm not honestly certain how much spare time I'm even going to have these days.

The double-duty between the part-time and full-time gigs has been particularly challenging this week. The past few days were long ones, as I was going in early to compensate for up for the fact that I'm currently taking the afternoon off. (This entry is actually coming at you from the Toronto-Guelph 2:00 p.m. Greyhound bus.) An orthodontist appointment has me going back to the hometown, so I've worked out a flex-time arrangement with the powers-that-be. I'm going to try and wait for a week where I don't have these sorts of obligations before I conclude whether or not I can keep both (though I imagine it shouldn't be a problem).

In terms of updating more frequently, I'm uncertain if I want to take a new direction with my blog. The new job certainly would give me no shortage of things to talk about, especially given that I spend a good part of my day media monitoring/reading the news. To touch onto that, the nature of my Ministry's focus area certainly makes for some interesting material. I've found the stories we have to focus on generally pull the heartstrings pretty strongly in both directions - there's the bad news (shelter closing, death of a child under ward care, cutbacks, general complaints of shortcomings) and then the really good stuff (new centres opening, youth/community groups giving back in a new way, new charities, human-interest success stories). The effect of all of these stories is amplified by the sense that they generally involve the most vulnerable folks in society; the impoverished, the disabled, or the children. I just hope that reading this stuff every day doesn't make me too thick-skinned...perhaps blogging could be the answer to that?

I do know that I intend to keep both of my PR society memberships into the next year. I still feel the need to keep current on this whole communications industry. However, I still have no intentions of making this a PR blog. There's just too damn many of them out there, and as a new communicator, I hardly hold an expert opinion on the matter.

Music/pop culture definitely still interests me, though I'm uncertain how much I really want to talk about it. I've become a bit passive in this area of late, largely 'cause of the breadth of services available these days to turn people onto new tunes. Really, the need for dialog seems to be disappearing. I mean, after I listen to something now, I normally just rate it on amazon and use their marketing machine to pump out some new recommendations. It's a decent give/take - they build an aggregate of my consumer patterns, I get more recommendations of new consumables. I used to think this was pretty evil, but at least this way I get something out of the deal.

Anyway, what I can promise is my next entry will be of greater substance (and hopefully focus). Consider me caught up.

May 07, 2007

...and somehow I got caught up in between

Well, things have been going well on this end. Due to a few different reasons, I've been spending most of my time here in Cambridge with Colleen. This generally happens anytime I've been out of school for an extended period of time, as I'd never see her otherwise! I try and help out around the house to compensate for the extended hospitality provided for me by Co's family, so it seems to be a fairly workable relationship.

My computer usage is defintely a little different when I'm living remotely. I'm behind on blogging and most of my news reading. Just as important, I find myself away from most of my music collection. A look to the smaller than top-10 box to the right shows that my listening activity has certainly been affected.

But with scarcity comes appreciation. In the car, I'm armed with a small but trusty fragment of my home collection in the form of a CD binder. And my mp3 player seems to provide me with enough music to keep me stimulated. Like many folks, I can't quite afford the huge-capacity mp3 players that would enable me to carry around my entire collection. So I normally put some thought into some essentials that I like to have with me.

So what do I take with me? Well, I I try to carry around a rotating mix of different genres and moods to satisfy most cravings. I also try and incorporate some albums I haven't listened to in a little while to keep things fresh. Recent favourites have been Editors' The Back Room, 30 Seconds to Mars' A Beautiful Lie and Death from Above 1979's You're a Woman, I'm a Machine.

But what I really want to know is what sort of albums my readers feel they can't live without. I've thrown together a sampling of the ones I mentioned below. Given the positive reception to the iMeem usage a few posts back, I figure I could cobble together a playlist based on the responses I receive.





April 20, 2007

the view from our last summer...

So I haven't been blogging much lately. There's that whole "if you don't have something good to say..." rule that I've been abiding by these days. No one wants to read a downer I figure!

But it looks like I may have some good news. As of yesterday, I have just become a communications intern for our provincial government. It's a one-year, paid contract, with possible renewal for a second year with a new assignment. I'm not sure where I will be situated, but I do know I will be starting on June 11th. I'll follow up with additional details as I learn them...

As I mentioned in previous posts, I have a few reservations about this role. Particularly, I figured I could learn more in an agency setting. But I think at this point I'm far too curious for my own good. Or stubborn. Depends on who you talk to I'm sure!

Either way, I'm thinking this position will be a great way to start my career. It's a long enough contract to lend a sense of stability, but short enough to still give me some flexibility should I decide to move around. I like that level of quasi-commitment.

A final plus: considering my start date, I actually have a high-school length (albeit early) summer break from now until then! I'm thinking I should go somewhere...

April 02, 2007

...and somehow you've got everybody fooled

Today marks the end of one of my favourite yearly traditions - April Fool's Day!

Growing up, I was never big on the pranks usually reserved for April 1st. This all changed when I started to spend a significant chunk of my life online, as a friend was kind enough to refer me to these gags year after year.

I used to think these things were a good laugh, with the usual culprits delivering a good chuckle every year.

Not everyone is feeling the April 1 love, though. Nick Douglas of Valleywag actually has a pretty good point of criticism. After a few years of bogus mergers and stylesheet stealing, April Fool's may seem to be getting stale. The Valleywag article links to another article which I think is closer to the point: the bar just needs to be raised to keep things interesting.

Usually the news media are responsible for the jokes I come across. From a public relations standpoint, it would be interesting to see more companies stepping up themselves to have some fun ringing in the fourth month of our calendar year. Showing the public a company can have a good time, maybe even laugh at itself, could warm people up to the organization. I think this should be approached like company blogging - as Scoble and Israel tell us, companies that aren't interesting shouldn't blog. Companies looking to shake their stuffy image probably should make sure they can actually execute something creative and witty, or they could risk looking very out of touch. I suppose this puts pressure on a public relations practitioner to counsel with caution!

For those who may be interest, a rather long list of this year's was compiled (scroll to the bottom for the most popular). From what I've seen, the usual culprits are to blame for my personal favourite.

March 29, 2007

if the government can read my mind, they know I'm thinking of you...

As I was sitting in an excellent seminar on government communications (thanks for the invite AA section), I figured it would probably be due time to post an update on my application process.

My interview with the OIP on Friday went pretty well. I talked about school projects a little more than I intended, which is a shame given the other experience I have in communications. I'm told they have about 18 positions (most in Toronto, but a couple in Guelph for the Ministry of Agriculture, so either city's good with me) and about 70 applicants remaining by the interview stage. The real kicker is that I probably won't know anything until at least late April. That being said, I really only applied to the position in late January to keep my options open, so I'm really just happy to have made it this far.

So, I primarily went to today's seminar to speak with a current Cabinet Office employee who has hiring powers. What he had to say about the OIP was rather discouraging. The work didn't exactly sound fulfilling. I was able to talk to him a little later and found out the Communications folk may not have it that bad (as opposed to say, a Policy Development intern). Regardless, I'm wondering if that is really where I want to be.

Over the past few months, I've become very interested in agency work. I've been lucky enough to sit down for a few informational interviews (with more to come this week), and like what I've heard. By this point in the term, I've actually been lucky enough to hear from communications professionals in government, corporate and agency roles. Although I feel strongly about politics, I think I'd be more interested to work in a practice devoted to public affairs than being directly involved in the government. Truthfully, my interest in politics is also eclipsed by my interest in tech as well - my reading list of late has given me a quantified portrayal of that! And given today's portrayal of an OIP role, it sounds like I'd learn a lot more in an agency (which is probably the most important thing to a budding professional like myself).

Regardless of where I end up career wise, it's good to know I've got some sure bets in my life. An important one is Colleen, who I have been with for four and half years as of today. Each year has felt even shorter than the last, so that has to be a good sign!

March 22, 2007

big city...it's a wishing well

So yesterday was quite the day in the city for yours truly.

After classes, I threw on a dress shirt and made my way downtown. After a quick phone interview with a speechwriter, I made my way to a networking event put on by Joe Thornley's Third Tuesday club. It was a fairly informal event at Elephant and Castle. The group decided to meet on Wednesday this time around because Shel Isreal was in town and people wanted a chance to chat with him about his current book, Global Neighbourhoods. Shel's first book, Naked Conversations (co-authored with Robert Scoble), was a guiding light for me when I entered the corporate communications program, so I was excited to get the chance to speak with the man about both works. I was pretty nervous, but thankfully a kind soul from National was nice enough to break the ice and introduce me to some of his people. This helped me work up the nerve to approach Joe and Shel and I ended up having some pretty good conversations. I'm defintely going to have to get some business cards (or at the very least networking cards) to help with this step in the networking process. This is a group I wish I had've found out about sooner, but better late than never I suppose. I actually didn't end up staying for the dinner, as it was a bit pricey for the fixed student income.

As I left the event hungry, I figured I'd call Kev and Kelsie to see if they wanted to hit up some cheap eats. I make a habit to call them whenever I'm downtown, and tonight they had some plans of their own: an art opening at 64 Steps followed by a intimate concert at the Cameron House. I ended up crashing at the Kev/Kelsie house, quite exhausted after spending an evening taking in three very different scenes. All in all, a pretty great evening in the city!

March 20, 2007

don't lose touch...

I'll admit my upcoming interview has distracted me from noticing things that are blogworthy. But today I had an experience that really opened my eyes.

About an hour ago, I returned from a great seminar on public relations agencies. This event was pretty useful to me, as most of the jobs I'm pursuing are on the agency side. While it seems like agency work would be the hardest, I think it would also be the most rewarding and interesting. Here's to hoping!

Two of the three speakers were actually Seneca grads. What really surprised me was that our final speaker mentioned he had fallen out of touch with almost all of his classmates. I imagine finding a job and then getting comfortable in it will be time-consuming, so I can see how this sort of passive networking/active socializing could fall by the wayside. As most of my section is on Facebook, I hope that social networking websites can make these connections a little easier to maintain.

The really interesting part of hearing his statement was its timing: I had just returned from fraternizing a little myself. I normally go home whenever possible, but today I made an effort to hang out with some group members to kill the few hours before this event. Although it would've been much cheaper to eat at home, I decided to shell out some cash to hang out a little.

After the event concluded I decided to take the final speaker's advice to heart. Instead of fighting for some face time with the speaker, I approached a classmate to catch up on her job prospects. What followed was actually a really insightful conversation; the highlight of my day.

March 12, 2007

i have this net, it drags behind me...

Recent events have led me to think about who actually reads this thing.

Throughout the past two years, I've assembled my audience gradually: high school friends and Laurier Brantford folks were the initial readers when I started out. I even was lucky enough to be allowed to blog at work, and counted my boss among my readers. When I moved to Waterloo, I had some other people hop on: new coworkers, fellow DJ's, and even some folks who found me via google and last.fm. This was around when I let my family into the loop, too. During this time I've never put any effort into pursuing resources that could provide me with more specific demographic information. Being pleasantly surprised by a comment from an unexpected source is actually one of my favourite parts of blogging!

As much as I appreciate the love and support of my friends and family, its the folks who I don't know who interest me the most. For one, they seem to be a more objective crowd. They're normally drawn here because I'm writing on a topic of interest to them, rather than feeling a personal obligation to read. This is a product of my low google rating: my uncommon entries likely rank much higher than the more generic content. I've heard profs go on about how blogging can fill subcultural demand for news not found in mainstream channels. Most people write this off as hot air, but my personal correspondence has actually lent some credence to this statement.

But a fragmented audience comes with its own set of challenges: the entries that attracted complete strangers were normally about somewhat obscure music, a topic of little interest to the majority of my loved ones. In this situation, one can't sit on the fence on an entry-by-entry basis; the result would be messy, unfocused drivel. Keeping in mind some tips from Naked Conversations, I generally play by the 'one topic per entry' rule. It makes them much easier to categorize, which I hope serves as a guide to the readers who fall into these different camps. At my best, I rotate between the different categories of entries. I'd like to think that contributing fractionally as much content to each of my interests keeps the quality control a little higher than if I only talked about one thing. But lately I've been lazy, leaning towards the autobiographical entries. They're easier to write, but the trade-off is that I have to 'share' if I want to make them interesting.

Given my current career aspirations, I can't really understate how important an audience is to me. I used to say that if no one read this, I would still write. While that may be ultimately true, I think a revision should be made: if no one read this, I would probably still write - but differently. The autobiographical content is of interest to the majority of my audience, but the more unique content is what opens up doors to new readers. I guess in the end I really just have to write more.

I'd like to close with a question: Why do you read a blog? (Not just this one, but any blog in general.)

Personally, I have a few reasons:
- Keeping track of a friend's life.
- Trying to stay abreast of current issues from a more specialized perspective.
- Getting insight into the life of someone I respect, yet haven't actually met.

These reasons aren't intended to be mutually exclusive, as I can think of examples which overlap those classifications. Anyway, I look forward to reading any responses on this.

March 07, 2007

overgrowing all my hopelessness....

Well, I was finally able to sleep somehow.

I don't know if its a product of finally getting back on the workout wagon, my second day in a row without coffee, or the good news I received, but last night I was finally able to get some rest. As they say in Fight Club: "babies don't sleep this good".

I'm hoping its the latter of the three possibilities I've thrown up, 'cause I defintely broke the former two selections today. My internet connection is down, so I've been on campus working on stuff all night - which meant no gym. I'm also riding high off my third coffee of the day. If the recent studies are true, this could have an interesting effect on the withdrawal symptoms I was likely going through the past two days.

But enough about that - what was the good news, you may ask? Well, I'm very excited to share that I've made to the interview round of the Ontario Internship Program! I really want this job, and I honestly think I'd be pretty good at it. The downside is that this is easily the most terrifying interview I've ever faced. It looks like it'll be an impromptu activity related to my field (I received a tip I'm to prepare a communications plan from someone who blew the interview last year) that I'll have a half an hour to work on. Then, I'll be given some situational and behavioural based questions to review for fifteen minutes (I'll definitely be reviewing the old STARR technique from the WLU days, and they're also supposed to feed me some practice ones in advance). Then, its a 2-on-1 interview for 45 minutes going over the questions (and I presume other things given the length).

So, while I seem to have an idea of what's going on, I defintely plan on doing some serious prep to get ready for this. I'm thankful I bothered to volunteer back in university, as my practice and training (thanks again, Dan) that I did for my 2-1 Radiolaurier interview will be very helpful towards this. Somehow though, I feel like its not enough. In the last round (a ninety-minute written test), I was able to bring up two very recent examples of what the provincial government has been doing (when I applied I subscribed to the provincial news feeds as well as McGuinty's press office, so I'd like to think I'm somewhat in touch). This time though, I'm not sure I know how to really prepare (it doesn't seem to be like WLU where they tell you the type of competancies they're looking for). Clearly, I'm more comfortable talking about the job than about myself! So anyway, wish me luck on the 23rd, 'cause I have a feeling I'm going to need it!

But anyway, also in the 'good news' category - I've also lined up two more informational interviews for next week. I'm hoping to line up at least one more, but this will take some luck as I'm counting on the person in particular to respond.

Anyway, time to go practice my speech and study for the test I've got in 10 hours. Hopefully, I'll sleep somehow tonight as well!

March 06, 2007

career opportunities are the ones that never knock...

Sigh...once again sleep eludes me. Hopefully lightning will strike twice and this'll put me to sleep again, 'cause I definitely need some rest before the 9:30 a.m. class in the morning. Its a new class too, so I'd like to at least be halfway alert. Because I'm not in co-op, this is the start of my 'career' class - which I gather is supposed to help me find a job? I'll be the first to say I think its far too late into the year to offer a class of this sort. At the very least, I'm just hoping this will ease some of my recent tensions regarding career prospects. I figure then I'll at least produce some more readable blog content!

While I'm on the topic of blogging about blogging, today I spoke with a classmate who'll be putting me in touch with a firm which apparently only hires bloggers. I'm mostly interested to talk to these people to completely understand the logic behind this. The cynical side of me wants to equate this to walking into a newspaper office and telling them I keep a diary. I've always seen business blogging as rather far removed from personal blogging, but it would be good to hear how the skills are in fact transferable. When I was at H&K a little while back an HR person told me they also like to hire people who have been exposed to blogging first-hand.

As I would like to get into the technology sector, preferably in issues management, the more optimistic side of me is starting to wonder: should I start putting 'blogger' on my cover letter? Hell, I even own a book on it!

March 05, 2007

i'm thinking about forever...

As the clock strikes six a.m., I still haven't fallen asleep. This is a primary example of starting my week off on the wrong foot. Why do I do this to myself?

I'd like to think it was just my sleeping in on the weekend that's left me restless tonight. If that's simply the case, my mind certainly isn't helping matters. Thoughts have been racing through my head: anxieties about the coming week, my horrible financial situation, my limited employment prospects. Yeah...it looks like its going to be one of those entries.

So let's go through 'em in order shall we?

There's a few assignments on my plate this week, but none of them seem very important compared to what some students and I have going down on Friday. We're hosting our very own seminar on community relations. I'm working with a great group of folks, but its hard to not be nervous about how these things are going to go (especially since this is my first foray into event planning of this sort). I get the feeling this won't be my only sleepless night this week. I do know one thing's for sure: I'm ready for school to be over!

The financial commitment required of this seminar has also been a grim reminder of how broke I am. This is a bit sobering after just getting my first cheque from the new job. Sigh...the one upside to this is that I'm out of training, so I have a little more control over how much I can earn. Prioritizing this to commit the appropriate amount of time to it is another matter, but I seem to be getting better at that, too.

Now, I've written in the past about my aspirations, and also the anxiety that seems to be on the flip side of these ambitions. Tonight's mental theater seems to be leaning towards the latter, showing the 'What if I don't find a job?' special. Right now I'm starting to wonder just what I'm prepared to do if I don't find something in a month. On the one hand, I want to re-apply to Hammond to keep my options open. I can think of many reasons why I shouldn't: working nights will make networking/job searching difficult, I might get too comfortable back in the factory, it'll set up a false expectation of what I should expect to make at entry level in a different industry...on the other hand, I could pay off my debt. I guess it's the typical quick money vs. smarter career move conundrum. I've thought of some other stuff outside of my ideal field (teaching English overseas for one), but am thinking any major travel I'm considering will have to be put off at least until I go to all of the weddings that seem to be happening in the late summer/fall months.

I do still seem to have some active contacts to pursue, so hopefully I can squeeze in a few more info interviews in the next few weeks to give me a little more direction. I try to stay hopeful that good things are on the horizon, even on nights where it keeps me from sleeping.

February 28, 2007

idleness and dissipation breed apathy...

Well, I guess this is reading week.

Don't really know what I can say about it, other than I still feel like I should be busy all the time. While I'm not in school, the job-search and the Internet job I could be doing generally fill me with enough guilt to keep me at least somewhat productive. It would seem as though my relationship with the Internet has changed quite drastically over the last few months, but that's another story for another entry (perhaps I'll take the time to do that before the week is out).

Saturday was thankfully a sinfully slothworthy day: I managed to reconnect with some Guelph buddies, make it out ot Waterloo for a street hockey game, then go down to Brantford to chill with some folks. All in all, a good day in what has been a steady diet of classes, e-mails, group projects, and informational interview type meetings. To speak of the latter, I've learned some things in all of them. Thankfully I've managed to limit my embarassing myself for the most part, save for a few blunders here and there.

I'm hoping to revisit my Saturday Waterloo-Brantford trip this weekend, so we'll see how that goes. In the meantime, there's a portfolio to prepare, business cards to print, and a résumé to revise for the hundredth time...

February 06, 2007

...that's entertainment

Another entry from the computer labs!

I'm starting to think I should spend more time on campus these days. I seem to accomplish a great deal more, despite the fact that this campus is sorely missing a computer lab which is actually quiet.

What's more, working here provides me with wonderful entertainment. Directly to my right is a computer that wasn't working. It was quite amusing to watch people try to turn in on, and even more amusing to watch them return a second time to try again (feeling lucky maybe?). The humour is compounded by the fact that the entire time there has been a perfectly functional, open computer not five feet away in the other direction.

Oh, how I love to people-watch. While I couldn't be bothered to tell these folks the thing didn't work, I was nice enough to let the IT guy know what was up when he walked by. Looks like it was something pretty simple, as the problem was fixed in a few minutes.

Anyway, I've got to eat, and attend to events which tasks which require the home PC to complete.

January 30, 2007

disconnect and disconnect and disconnect.....

2007 certainly hasn't been the 'year of the blogger' for yours truly, so the hardest part is finding something I feel is worthwhile to start it all up again. This probably leads to about two-thirds of my entry ideas not actually going up here, but ah well. I hope it just means the quality control is a little higher if nothing else!

So last night I got back from my training for an internet-based job I'm doing. It should be good, I can do it on my own time and I've gathered that the money is decent. Knowing a few people who've been at it for some time makes it a lot less sketchy. I'm not really supposed to discuss the details of the job, so I suppose I should just leave it at that.

There's only one thing that has me a little worried - I've spoke previously of my terribly unreliable internet connection. In my training, I learned in my training that any data that was being sent will be counted as 'lost data' (work I'm not getting paid for) if it doesn't make it back to the company thanks to a disconnection. These are far too regular an occurrence for me, in the time it takes me to write this entry I imagine there will be around three. But ah well, we'll see how it goes - this may be a job I do on weekends from the comfort of Guelph, though that would be decidedly less convenient. If I could upload the software I need to a school PC, then I'd be rocking (I strongly doubt its permissible). At any rate, this stuff is all kept track of on my login page, so I'll be able to keep track of how much I'm effected by it.

Not much else to report. The schoolwork's really starting to gear up, and I've been spending much of my spare time job hunting for a PR job upon graduation. So lately, my life's been all PR all the time. Hopefully, it'll yield something so I can have one less thing to stress about.

January 05, 2007

...and every day my confusion grows.

Tonight's blog entry comes thanks to my insomnia. Perhaps that's an irresponsible use of the word; I think the fact that I just spent the last forty minutes laying awake has more to do with my reversed sleep cycle than any particular disorder. My mind isn't helping me out though. My thoughts have been racing ever since my informational interview this evening. A contact I had made over the semester was nice enough to sit down for a cup of coffee with me. It was my first meeting of the sort, and I think I gained a lot through the hour-long discussion. I doubt it'll lead directly to a job opportunity, but I may have another hand in putting together a network of my very own.

A question that came up during the sit-down is what has been weighing heaviest on my mind right now. When asked what field I would like to go into, I actually stumbled a little bit before mentioning a few areas of interest. This used to be a no-brainer for me; I believe my Seneca app read something like 'represent a significant social, political or cultural organization or individual'. And although this may read like b.s. out of context, it was pretty true to my intentions entering this program. My dream gig was in music, working with a record label, radio station, concert promoter or something of that nature (but preferably away from the 'talent' as I don't think I could handle celebrity egos). This would've been the best fit for me, as I think I could've carved out a unique niche given my passion for the medium. Somewhere along the way, my aspirations have changed course. I'm getting a firmer idea of what I want to do; but like any answer - I'm left with even more questions than when I began.

My interactions with classmates this fall have reminded me that I'm a bit nerdier than the average PR student. Unless my memory's playing tricks on me, in the past friends have referred to me as a 'sociable geek'. If this is true, I'm curious to know if my niche could indeed lie elsewhere. My choices in literature, media consumption and art seem to have a very strong leaning towards the tech sector. My passion for blogging (and the study of its use for public relations) could make me a good candidate to a forward-looking company that keeps on top of tech-related trends. The politics surrounding developing technology, its social implications and even science fiction movies fascinate me just as much as the next line of consumer electronic gadgetry that always seems to be on the way. The idea of potentially being involved with this aspect of science & consumerism's marriage is something that would excite me. Obviously my connection would be indirect - I'm no engineer after all.

I was advised tonight to get into an agency, where instead of working for a single employer I would be taking on projects from a number of different clients and billing the appropriate hours. For those who are still a little cloudy, the easiest way to think of this would be to consider a private law firm. I could quickly build a network and potentially get experience in a number of different sectors in this setting. I've given this a lot of thought, but I'm actually a bit hesitant to go this route: I don't know if I'm that confident in my skills just yet. It would be a tough first job! From what I gather, new practitioners are generally eased into this fire, so it might not be too bad of a 'fit' for me fresh out of school.

Comically, I've actually been considering a much larger picture when it comes to be career goals. I think learning about the paths my profs have taken over the past term is partially to blame for this. I've always been fairly open about the fact that I would love the opportunity to teach at the post-secondary level, so it would come as no surprise that teaching PR would be one of my long-term aspirations if this career works out for me. This would be at the end of what I hope is a very long road.

So that's all fine and good, but what until then? Ideally, I would like to get 'around' as much as I can. I think it would make me the most knowledgeable teacher a student could ask for. I would like to bank some time in government and not-for-profit organizations along with a for-profit corporation. I also hope for management experience in at least two of these areas to have some basis in comparison.

When it comes down to specialization, I'd like to pursue an MBA, which could open up some lucrative opportunities in investor relations. I'd also like to try my hand at actual crisis communication consulting, but I think if I were to go the IR route I'd continue to only experience it in practice planning situations. This would be a crossroads I'd have to decide on when I got enough experience to consider either of these specialties.

After learning one of those two specialties, I think I'd want to try and go for my APR. It'd be nice to throw some more letters after my name, and it would set me up for my other late-career goals: independent consulting. This would be a cool way to approach full-circle, especially if I were to follow this up with returning to the classroom to teach. I'd like to do this because I think I would enjoy the responsibility of being my own boss. Plus, my hair's pretty thick - so the stress'll thin it out a bit! (*knocking on wood*) Seriously though, if I found myself in a management role with a considerable amount of autonomy, striking out on my own will likely not be as much of a priority.

So, I think that's what I'd like to accomplish. Knowing exactly where to start, and how to go about accomplishing it all is where all of the more pressing questions come in. Obviously, the former questions are a little more immediate, so I think that's where I'll focus my attention for the time being. I'm hoping to start my jobhunt-related research this weekend moving into the first week of classes.

Sorry if that got a bit too longwinded or industry-heavy. In closing, I'd highly reccomend talking to a professional in your area of interest. I did this a lot in first year of undergrad when I thought I wanted to be a Communication Studies prof, though at the time I didn't realize I was even doing it. In the short term, you can learn things from a different angle than the classroom allows for. The long term gain is obvious; its always nice to have someone looking out for you.

I just hope I came off as one should in tonight's. I generally interview well formally, so aside from my metal-mouth making me sound silly I tried to be informal but not too relaxed - a fine line indeed.

January 02, 2007

so here we go again, a different time but it feels the same...

So, with 2007 upon us, I'm feeling like I should wrap up my favourite releases from the past 12 months. My listening habits have been all over the map this year: I find myself looking back more and more, but still trying to stay on top of the week's releases. To be honest, I generally prefered the former, and had a hard time really getting into a lot of what 'the industry' had to offer this year.

With all this in mind, I'm going to put a bit of time into compiling what did raise my eyebrows & bob my head in 2006. This'll likely be my next entry, and could be the last thing I write before I pack up compy to head back to North York.

So what have I been up to over the break? Well, I've been spending a lot of time in Cambridge, making the most of the holiday to be with Colleen. I seem to have struck up a decent balance between hanging out with the family, Co & her family, and the friends that I didn't get to see much over the fall. For the same reason, I haven't really been feeling the blogging of late. I've been on my computer, but generally only at odd hours with a single purpose in mind (like taking advantage of the leeching opportunities on my bitorrent server of choice).

The Christmas was good, and the New Year's Eve celebrations went off without a hitch. Thanks to all those who made it out to the latter!

Although last entry I assumed that spending time at Co's would mean more time on the treadmill, it didn't seem to work out that way. As such, some of the pounds have come back that I lost in the first half of the break, leaving me at just under 160 lbs. This could change tomorrow for all I know, my weight ebbs & flows at a discomforting rate. I'm doubting it though; the holiday meals were a little out of control so the weight was more or less expected. Ideally, I'd be about five pounds lighter than this, so I'm aiming to start working on that a bit harder when I get back to the gym on the 8th.

December 16, 2006

one hand will wash the other...

Well, let's try to hop back onto this blogging bandwagon in style.

Thanks to ubergeek news source boingboing, I've been clued in on a pretty good blog. Its done by the original (pre-David Suzuki) host of The Nature of Things, Donald Crowdis. The man is 92 years young, and has an interesting perspective on the world, a pleasant combination of something who is well-read and very 'experienced'.

I know our generation has a tendency to ignore their elders, but personally I can't help but wonder if its because finding a very well educated one is no simple task for middle class folks like myself. I don't want to sound arrogant or anything, but old-timers who simply remember the way things were are interesting for perspective, but I generally don't feel engaged in the same way I do when I read a man like Crowdis.

The content found here can be a little repetitive at times (two themes in this seem to be 'habits' and 'saving money'), and the cynic in me isn't sure if its due to the need for emphasis or simply memory failure. Regardless of the reason, it still makes for a rewarding read.

On a final note...having a cold with this appliance in my mouth is a bummer! My tongue is so raw right now...

December 06, 2006

they have never felt the joy of a welfare christmas...

During my little break from blogging last week, I was able to find a few minutes here and there to jot down some quick tangents I'd ideally like to develop into entries. The thing about such an approach is that more immediate topics tend to get overlooked while I catch up with myself.

So, I'll be taking today to make an announcement before its too late. As I've mentioned in a previous entry, finances are a little tight this time of year. I normally find myself going over the top over the holidays, emptying my bank account to hit off everbody on my list. This year, it seems more of my finances will be spent on preparations, food, and drink for the social gatherings I'm having with friends over the holidays. Between a final night out with my class, a trip to Brantford, a Christmas potluck and a New Year's bash, we're all really already spending money just to spend time celebrating together. So, to all my dearest friends I say let's eat, drink and be merry, but not worry about gifts this year. Sound good? So I guess whatever cash you would normally use on me this year, put towards your party supplies (whatever they may be). I'd rather have a better time than some material item to take away once the parties are over. I'd suggest making gifts, but I don't think I'll have the time to put something exceptionally thoughtful together for everyone, so I'd hate to sign on for something I can't actually complete.

I'm looking forward to seeing everyone, but I just wanted to get this message out before anyone did any Christmas shopping for me. I would hate for someone to show up to these events with a gift for me when I've nothing to give in return. Basically my gift budget is aimed at my immediate families: my parents and Co's, Nicole and of course Colleen herself. I also plan to self-imposing a strict budget for these six gifts. It will be a thrifty year, but it could challenge me to come up with more thoughtful, as opposed to simply more extravagant, gifts.

December 05, 2006

when i'm in the crowd these rappers are shook, they won't stage dive unless they've got a harness with a grappling hook...

Having to laugh when you're expected to be quiet is one of life's greatest pleasures. It instantly makes things much funnier than they are. The fact that you're not supposed to be doing it seems to fill my rebellious side with glee. It was also something I used to my great (dis)advantage in high school, egging on friends to the point where I'd frequently get a talking to from teacher. On a side note, I hope learning at the high school level is finally allowed to be as fun as it seems to be for us now.

So why talk about this? Well, I was just talking to my friend Shaun about listening to Celph Titled on the bus. For those who don't know, this Demigodz emcee has done a variety of mixtape appearances, and is probably has the best punchlines in the business. Recently, some of these were compiled all of these into a 4-disc 'album', which despite rather repetitve subject matter (he's a bit of the traditional agressive rapper archetype in that regard) is actually incredibly enjoyable. Anyway, the point of this is that Shaun found Celph made him laugh a little too much, and I mentioned that I probably couldn't listen to him in public either. I mean, I'd hate to be that guy on the bus.

Anyway, this conversation happened while I was browsing one of the funniest blogs I've come across lately (thanks BoingBoing), Marmaduke Explained. The main title explains it all: "Joe Mathlete Explains Today's Marmaduke in 500 words or less". Anyway, recently the creator explained why he doesn't do Sunday strips, and the paragraph below the strip image pretty much explains the type of analysis you can expect to find on a regular basis on the blog. I've seen less than enthusiastic response from some peers on the content here. So I generally enjoy this one in solitude. Personally, I think the entries are infinitely funnier than the strips (though I'd hardly say Brad Anderson sets the bar high).

So, basically I sit here with headphones on and laugh my ass off, either while reading the blog or listening to some quality music. What I've noticed, is that despite being alone, the silence in the room generally leads me to stifle my laughter - maybe they're not as funny as I think?

December 04, 2006

...when there's so much on the line, yo, there's times you gotta vent.

So I'm a pretty shitty blogger. To my credit, this is attempt #2 at writing this entry (had a bit of trouble last night).

There were a number of reasons why its been over a week since I've posted. School was pretty hectic, but that's only part of the main reason why I've put up writing. I'm still trying to think of how to suitably follow up the previous entry. I've actually been struggling with how to explain it as I type this out right now. Let's try to get it all out, shall we?

This past entry, one of my first 'personal venting' ones in awhile, led to some partially expected encounters. I was wondering if folks would ask me about the content, as I was talking about some interactions with classmates. What was surprising was that a few of the classmates I talked to felt I was talking about them when writing it. I guess in a sense I was, but not specifically. This was mostly a general impression I'd received from talking to the folks from the GTA in my program. I really only used a specific encounter as a way to lead into this more general rant.

First, an explanation: I tried to write the entry so it wouldn't come off as bitter. You'll notice the more dramatic/personal stuff actually has more to do with my own perceived shortcomings and my relationship with my parents. I truly do wish I could 'make it on my own', something I haven't been able to pull off since I started fourth year.

As with any situation, there's always a positive side to think about. The reaction I'd received from my classmates was a pretty good sign that I've got a whole new set of readers, even if it is really just a few. As this is my third school in as many years, I seem to have picked up a few from every stop I've made. On the one hand, its quite the stroke to the ego. I'm honoured people would take the time to read what I've got to say, and I like that what I talk about on here often leads to feedback. This either happens through comments or pretty extensive conversations with people who prefer direct interactions. The fact entry content can come back to me not only keeps me honest, but its my favourite part of blogging.

Of course, there's always the other end of things. Anyone who has access to my MSN sign-in, something I give out without much thought, has a link to my blog. How comfortable would you be if people you just met had easy access to the last two years of your life? Although I normally write from a distanced position, there is still a bit of vunlerability there. I can't ever be anything but myself, with all the evidence is just a few keystrokes away.

November 13, 2006

...'cos i used to believe what i read, so now i know that others will believe that it's true

I saw something on the Hour last week that I could relate to. In the top of the show, George was sitting with a coworker at a table talking about their respective weekend. Basically, the common thread seemed to be that there was "big news". George was concerned with the fact that Saddam Hussein was sentenced to hang. His coworker, however, had no idea what he was talking about, citing his "big news" from the weekend to be the opening of the Borat film.

I literally laughed out loud when watching this, as it was a reminder of my day-to-day interactions. Since coming to Seneca, I've becoming far more in tune with the world of celebrity gossip. Although our profs stress the need to stay current on newsworthy events, when my class was asked what media they consume by my Media Studies prof, there was an overwhelming amount of people citing celebrity gossip and tabloid content as their 'news'.

Now, people are free to read what they like, but without Ryan around, I am at a sore lack of people to discuss current events with. 'Geek' or tech-oriented news is another matter altogether. I basically avoid wearing my moderate geekdown on my sleeve here, but it slips out pretty naturally in my interactions. I've actually found a few self-admitted geeks who have individually swore me to secrecy following their confession.

November 01, 2006

traffic tickets get me down, make me feel like i'm a clown...

So apparently my decision to link to photos of male body types in my last entry was not entirely inclusive. I personally just figured folks could look for these ones on their own, but anyway, here's a dual-gender chart (complete with private parts).

This will very likely be my first weekend in Toronto. Given the way things have been going lately, I'm not entirely certain how it will go.

See, I share an Internet connection with my entire household, which seems to be about a dozen folks (well, there's a dozen mailboxes, but I'm pretty sure there's only 10 of us here). Anyway, it seems that my running uTorrent with as low as 5k upload/download limits has led to speed complaints in my house. This leads to my IP being blocked off, so that I have the pleasure of coming back to my apartment to find my Internet turned off.

A roomate has speculated that Rogers was likely regularly dropping the connection due to my bitorrent use (I would assume as part of their traffic shaping).

Anyone who knows me knows that I cannot live without my music. So, I'm currently looking into a compromise of sorts. The new beta of uTorrent comes with encryption, so I've enabled it and switched to the reccomended ports. I'm also looking into using scheduling to keep my torrents from downloading during "peak" hours. Does anyone else have any tips on how to keep my roomates from killing me?

October 29, 2006

...just don't forget to set your clock, an hour back

Alright, so it appears as though I'll be using at least part of my extra hour working on an entry. I'm tired but surprisingly not quite sleepy yet, so I figure I'll plug away here for a little while until I'm ready to crawl into a nice, warm, bed...I'm already getting excited about it!

Anyway, this also marks the beginning of my last day of reading week. In some ways, its just felt like a slightly longer weekend, in others, I feel like I haven't been back into the swing of things in awhile. As much as I've missed the daily interactions with the classmates and profs, the whole 'class attendance experience' (my undergrad classmates will be surprised to know I've missed only one class this term, and it was for a Doc's appt.), what's really thrown me out of sync is not going to the gym. I just couldn't get inspired to try and do no-weight sets at home (I'm not quite knowledgeable enough to pull this off yet, but I'm working on it), so I only ended up working out once all week. My time at Co's where there's a few weights and a treadmill, was largely eaten up by homework and bonding time.

I'm hoping to get back on the fitness wagon (I went to the gym Mon-Thurs in the week before reading week), very soon. Part of the reason I'm still awake is that I've just finished reading a bit of the Arnold book I spoke of in a previous entry. I'm in the beginning stages of putting together a solid diet and a more structured routine. It is a little disheartening to try and work out my routine. My somatotype basically means I have to work really hard and long and I don't get to eat if I want to achieve the best results. I actually took down some points to better explain what I'm talking about here: I am what they call an endomorph, which means I've got more bulk on me than the skinny ectomorphs or the more chisled-looking mesomorphs. Why does this matter? Well, it means I've got to lose far while gaining muscle mass if I want this training to really work. The workout? Higher numbers of sets with more reps than average with short rests in between. Also 30-45 minutes of aerobic activity (I currently do 15) is reccomended. My diet? A low-calorie affair with the minimum amounts of protein, carbohydrates and fats (vitamin supplements reccomended). As I currently already spend about an hour+ at the gym when I go, implementing these changes will prove to be a scheduling nightmare.

So, although blogging is a totally self-indulgent activity, why am I bothering to go into this much detail? Well, those who plan on starting to training, or have started training and aren't happy with your results can take note. Look at the pictures I've linked to and determine your body type (its said that no one is 100% one type, I merely outlined my dominant one). If you can properly tailor your workout, the experts say you should start to see results quicker. It can also be fun to see if the personality traits listed for your type are a good match for you (mine are pretty much dead-on).

Well, I was going to talk about the rest of the reading week, but it looks like I blabbed a bit on that tangent. So, my sleeping schedule was on par with my efforts to work out, and my eating habits were marginally better but a bit below par. I look forward to being back at my apartment, cooking for myself.

On the academic front, I've finished most of what I intended to accomplish this week, with more work to follow once I wake up and get home tomorrow. Given that I slacked off for a few days, I'm pretty happy with this.

I also tried to do a bit more leisure reading than usual. Aside from the bodybuilding book, I finally read my Daredevil hardcover volume I've had for over a year and Frank Miller's well-written Batman: Year One. I'm wishing they would've green-lit this script for adaptation, as I'm now realizing Batman Begins is just a Hollywoodized take on the story foundation already had in place. For those who aren't sold on it, it would've meant no Katie Holmes!

October 26, 2006

i got so many problems, and they weigh on my mind...

Oh, blog of mine, the place I go to when sleep evades me.

My sleep schedule is more or less officially reversed. This seems to happen to me anytime I get what most would call 'leisure' time. It happens all too easily, staying up a little later, sleeping in a little later until 'boom!' its 5pm and I'm just waking up. Sad really.

I seem to have a lot of things weighing in on my mind lately, so even if I was tired enough to hit the sack (I just finished lying in bed for about forty-five minutes), I'm not sure if my brain would let me sleep. Its the same old stressors really, schoolwork and money.

With a little foresight, I've quickly realized the credit line 'wiggle room' I spoke of in a previous entry may not actually be there. See, when I was working out how much money I was going to need for the coming term, the fact that I'd have seven new classes (with accompanying textbooks) didn't even occur to me. I have a feeling I won't need books for all seven, but I'm still not sure just how much cash that'll leave me with. Then there's Christmas on top of everything. This is probably the first time in awhile I'm tasting true student poverty, I'm definitely missing my trusty old bookstore gig. Yesterday I started to think about geting into contact with Hammond again, seeing if they could take me on for a few weeks come December. I'm not even sure if they'd go for it, and obviously working afternoons in the winter wouldn't be too much fun, but I'm seriously considering it.

On the school front, the work I did accomplish today seems so insignificant compared to what I have left to do. Each assignment, taken individually, is quite managable, but with everything else I'm thinking about they serve to overwhelm the nerves.

I'm also not certain if I'll be going to Waterloo for a meeting at some point this week. I'm thinking it probably won't happen, but I have to wait to hear back from a contact to be sure. Its an interview for a project, but its with someone I hope will one day maybe offer me a job, so I want it to happen - that is, I did until I realized I had an orthodontist appointment this Friday during the lunch hour! So now I don't want to be a big douchebag and have to back out, because, know my luck, that's when the request will be sent for. I'm actually in Cambridge at the moment, coordinating with Colleen in the even that I'll need her car to drive to said interview. This means that in about three hours I